back to update a bit,since i haven't in so long.

heh i'm back in school already. 2 months holiday have been considerably long and boring but yet fun. heh still trying to get used to waking up early again though. my exam results were not that great but i passed and hopefully i'll work harder this semester=p

anyways,i don't care if people can't stand me saying this again and again but i love princess hours!haha or rather i love the actors la=p i think this is my favourite show so far and i'm going to be going on and on about for some time. haha by the way, one of the male leads whose name is the title of this blog entry is SUCH a good singer!cannot stand it.haha not to mention good looking but that's beside the point huh=p (actually not really). heh in case you all don't know. he appeared in our newspaper!!haha well all 4 main actors/actresses are in the newspaper but the article is mainly about him=)))

good news: there's a 2nd part to the show! bad news: all 4 main actors/actresses will not be acting in it due to other work commitments=/ how sad is that lah. i mean, who's gonna want to watch now?! it'll be like a totally different show can. the feeling won't be the same anymore=( ahh so depressing.

i wanted to upload a FEW of the MANY photos that i have of them,but i can't=( haha i can imagine all the 'disappointed' faces of whoever reads my blog..which are not many so it's okay=p

okay back to my show=p

whoopee i have holidays now. *grins* although i'm not so enthu about my exams. hmm i think i'll prob do really badly for the last one. heh ohwell.

my piano exam's coming up..sigh have to practise like mad. oh, sometimes i can't stand sisters. esp those like mine. sigh it's just hard to explain. how does someone say something mean and then make it out to be something not mean at all?yeah ask my sister. i've said many times that she's the older one and i'm the younger one?yeah i mean it. because she definitely doesn't treat me as someone older. she's uber great at defending herself though..can make all the wrong things she's done/said seem right. according to her la of course. and after being scolded by my parents for so long and still behaving that way just amazes me.

i think that when people get corrected, they usually learn from the mistakes, even though it might take a few corrections..especially if the correction involves pain. but then the thing is if you're angry with the person for correcting you, then i guess you don't learn at all. because to you, you're totally innocent. and that's what disgusts me.

ugh i just CANNOT BE BOTHERED.

sometimes i wish i could say it in a way that at least someone will understand..as in really know what it's like. but i guess not. cos everyone's different, so no one will know exactly what it feels like without having experienced it.

sorry,bad entry again,but i can't take it anymore.

oh wow i haven't updated in like a month.

you know how sometimes you think you know someone, but then when something happens you find you don't really know him/her at all?i hate that feeling. personally, i think the phrase 'Friends Forever' means NOTHING. for example, primary school..oh!autograph books bla bla..'can you sign for me?'..then at the end it's always 'friends forever!' with a smiley face or whatever. right now you hardly talk to any of them. then in secondary school, friends go 'friends forever' and then you find they say bad things behind your back. maybe it's just me lah..i'm not a very good friend. but then if they never intended to make the friendship work then why bother saying 'friends forever'?!

now you'd think in church, things will be different right. nope. it's about the same, or maybe worse. there isn't even that much gossip and passing-of-secrets in school lah. no matter what, everybody will come to know about every little pathetic thing that happens. know why, cos everyone has someone to tell. which leads to the next point: you can't trust anyone there. it's quite disappointing to be like that in church. but no one's perfect i guess. you think you know someone, but in the end you actually don't. something so tiny can happen and everything changes. even someone you've known practically your whole life. all the past things that have been done together suddenly don't mean anything.then i wonder if we were really friends in the first place.

i can try and try, but things'll never be the same again.

haha haven't blogged in a long long time..couldn't really find the time to do it and didn't feel like either=p heh anyways, nothing special's been happening..have had quite a few results and assessments, but so far none done too badly=p yesterday during speech training some of us had to go up and give a mini speech and i happened to be one of the unfortunate ones=( i wasn't even prepared lah. sigh i was about to tie my hair and she suddenly called my name. heh i went up there and embarrassed myself, not surprisingly. heh we were supposed to speak for 3 mins. but i stopped at 2=p i have an assessment where we all have to give a public speech of 3 mins. i have a feeling that i'll fail=/

yesterday had touch rugby too..we played something new, beach touch rugby. i prefer it to the normal one..easier to score=p but it was super muddy yesterday and so while trying to put the ball on the try line i slipped and fell intead..super embarrassing but ohwell.

heh i'm in school now..just finished my test for CS. heh our group work got A+ =)))) haha and individual also was okay..my instrument didn't do very well=p haha but that was expected lah..at least it's over!now i just have public speaking to 'look forward' to=/

fever-ish.

headache-y.

painful eyes.

sleepyy.

heh yeah that's roughly how i feel now. although i don't think it's that serious. yet. heh i already took medicine so hopefully i'll feel better tmr. kang won't be in the bus cos he's also sick. haha so i'm probably gonna be in the bus by myself...which is a bit of a problem cos on the way home i have to send nathan and jude up to their house and i don't think the bus auntie will be so kind as to wait for me. ohwell i'll probably check with debbie tmr. haha and i'm trying to get my mum to go on the bus with me=pp only she doesn't wanna wake up so early so i'm not sure if she's willing.

i have assignments to be done!which will probably be rushed over the weekend since this week is fully booked=/ ahh stressss.

i need my sleep. ciao